On April 9th, 2011, my mother and I will set off on a three-month adventure that could kill us. An adventure we will undertake by foot, hiking 963 miles on the thousand-year-old Camino de Santiago (or Way of St. James) from Arles, France to Santiago de Compostela, Spain. Scarier than any of the obvious perils of the journey - plummeting down the Pyrenees, bands of roving thieves, starving to death because of an ill-timed Spanish "siesta", refugio Staph infections, a misspoken word of French, my mom or I suffocating the other with a pillow in the night - is the fear of the unknown. The Camino Gypsy Chronicles will be a story about that fear: facing up to it, battling it, kicking it with the heel of your hiking boot and hopefully, in the end, conquering it.
Facing the unknown each and every morning is one of life's most frightening truths. When you exist mile-by-mile, footstep-by-footstep in a place far from home this fear becomes more acute and the question marks more defined. Is my body physically prepared? Will I get blisters and be unable to walk? Will we be able to find food each night? A place to sleep? Will we get sick on the trail? Lost? Do I have enough courage? An open mind? A strong stomach? Will my 63-year-old mother and my 29-year old self be able to get along for an unadulterated 88 days? Will we fight over directions, time schedules, religion, who gets the first shower after a hard day's hike, the last bar of dark chocolate? Will the language barrier be too great even with my mother's knowledge of French and Spanish? Removed from normal routine and alone with my thoughts through vast springtime landscapes, will what I discover about myself scare me witless? Will I be able to get by without the comforts of home - my bed, TV, friends, cat, beauty products, car, Trader Joes? Will I go nuts wearing the same thing day in and day out? Will the life I know be waiting for me when I return? Can I, should I and will I do this?!
Just as in everyday life, I don't have the answers. I can read as many books and peruse as many websites on the Camino as humanly possible, stock up on all the essentials at REI, put umpteenth miles under my belt in training, make all the reservations I can in advance and recite positive affirmations until I'm blue in the face, but what makes a vacation a true adventure will always be the mysterious, frightful and magnificant element of the unknown. The Camino Gypsy Chronicles will be a blog for anyone living in fear. For those who let it hold them back from walking into the great unknown. I wish to share this crazy journey because maybe, just maybe, my quest to conquer my fears will inspire others to conquer their own.
... Or just follow it for the pretty pictures and snarky commentary.
... Or just follow it for the pretty pictures and snarky commentary.
I will follow for you witty charm and to make sure you and your mom make it home safely. love a g
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